Ambulance

The story of life and death, the struggle of acceptance...

I
am Lost…

My Mind
is Lost…

I can only
Stare
as I Float through Darkness.

the only
Colors…
are of Orbs,
Silently Floating;
Beacons,
Recordings,
of my Life.

they
Tease me,
out of Reach they Float yet,
Just close enough to Grab.
they Weave
Within each other,
through my broken arms they
Sneer
at Me.
Laugh
at Me as Metal Cages Strike!

Piercing sounds
of Screeching
Smashing!
Pulling!
Clanging!
and Careening!

I Wish…
I Wish…

My Body Calms,
to the Familiar Sensations of
Falling.
Tickling my Nerves.
The black Webbing that Etches my Fingers
Retreat.
with the Ring of Silver Orbs.






I Land,
Softly.
on Unfeeling Legs that,
Move.
Like.
Clockwork.

Pulling.
Me.
Forward.

Silver Orbs
that Guide me
Is this
what I am Meant
to See?

the Single
Tear
that Falls from Your Cold Skin.
from Our Cold Faces.

that Noise,
that Wretched Noise,
Silences Your Moving Lips.
that Noise,
of Screeching!
Smashing!
Pulling!
Clashing!
Careening!
Freeing us from our Metal Cages I!
Scream…

My Eyes Open.
Pain.
Flaring.
Agonizing.
Beautiful.
Pain.

Whiteness.
I see only Blaring
Whiteness.

then a Face
Pain.
he Speaks
Pain
he Cheers
“he’s Alive”




I do Not
Listen.
I
Focus.
on the Girl
that Bleeds
From her Head.
That Hurt,
Lost,
Little Girl.


those Words
that She Utters.
with a
Smile.

those Words
that Changed My Life.



“I forgive you Daddy.”

Author's Note

The Capital letters are like that on purpose, they are not a spelling error. They symbolize the most important words in the poem.