Emotional Mess

The desire of a teenager has a stronger hold

on the answer to a decision than grqavity

grounding us on earth.

One day of hormones on overdrive

carry the possibility of going too far.

What happens?

What happens when my body takes over

while my minds tells me no?

'No'  is not the answer.

'No' in not my answer.

My actions progress as if on automatic

while thoughts sporatically remind me

i chose to do this.

The days, hours, minutes following

are no help in solving my confusion:

what have I walked myself into?