Two Steps Forward... One step back

Two Steps Forward... One step back

A Poem by Sad Penguin

My struggles to move forward with my inner demons.

The whispers call out
My demons paint it out
So real, I feel
My mind unstable
Drifting emotions guided by wretched labels
Trying to escape the darkness without luck
Her tight grip is what help keeps me stuck
Another time another space
I'm sure I'd be in a different place
Another blackened soul, fallen from grace
Slit my wrist and let the hurt run dry
I just want to be clean from your lies
Every time I try
You hurt and help me further die.....
They weigh me heavily
My only real remedy
So deep I sleep
My mind can't think
blacked out emotionless, loss of ink.
When I awake 
I feel better
Journey to a happiness once more
Once your acknowledged
I plummet
I smash your head in
Brains and skull seep
Through your death, I will weep
While my pain will slowly creep
Only love will replace
All my hate and distaste
My journal to a greater place

© 2011 Sad Penguin

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Added on December 11, 2011
Last Updated on December 11, 2011
Tags: Whispers, Sadness, Depression, Depressed, Lonely, Hurt, Hurting


Sad Penguin
Sad Penguin


I'm a male in my twenties who is currently going through a rough patch. More than two years ago, I have been diagnosed with the following: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depression, Agoraph.. more..