Why?Why?Why?

just my thoughts on something that happend yesterday

I have a loving boyfriend, yet why am i always looking for something i supposedly already have.

a guy i adore, a guy who adores me. why do i keep looking? why why why??!!

A long time crush finally admits his feelings, he loves me. so why do i feel so crushed? like i just got ran over by a truck.

he says we shouldnt talk any more, i beg him not to go, not to leave me, not to do this cruel thing called "the right thing"

no longer does he answer me. i can scream in words all caps but still no response.

so here  sit, tears wanting to fall. neither you nor my man will answer me. im alone and sad, just want to sleep forever. eyes start to close as i sit typing, praying for a phone to vibrate or a computer screen to flash "new instant message"

my man is with his dad, but you, you my love are not, you simply choose to not answer...not to answer...why?why?why?

Reviews

[DANGER]

:(

life at times can suck, i can feel the emotions pour out.

[Alicia Schroeder]

Confronting thoughts, great peice

[franki]

All I can say is life can be conrfusing and usually is confusing. Once we think we have the game figured out,,, it changes the rules and it's up to us to figure them out all over again.
AllI can say is if it's meant to be or it's not meant to be, you'll find that out