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A Poem by Scisenheart

sometimes, my reasons are a little different from what most people assume them to be.

I'd like you to know,
Its not because of you.

Its not because you're shorter than most
not because of your eyes,
its not because you're imperfect and strange.
None of there things I despise.

Its not because you act like a kid
that I just see you as a friend,
Its not because your suicidal intent
hurts me to no end.

Its not because he's handsome
and quite a few inches taller than you.
In no way is he superior, that's not
why I do the things I do.

I know it must have hurt you greatly
to learn what he and I have done.
The innocent girl finally grew up
and a w***e is what she had become.

Its because I've learnt its safer
to separate love from lust.
I can't give my heart to one alone
I can't give you all my trust.

Fifteen years taught me nothing
but the next one let me see
I had fooled myself with fairy tale dreams
and no-one was in love with me.

What most people view as love
is fickle and flimsy as dust.
the undying love they claim, is nothing more
than sugar coated lust.

I'll love you until the day I die
but I'll never let you in.
You have the half of my heart that is sweet and kind,
but the rest is a pit of sin.

It's because you love me deeply,
that you'll never share my bed.
It's because I love you, and it scares me,
that's why you never leave my head.

© 2012 Scisenheart

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Beautiful Scisenheart! A very deep and intimate poem. Heartstopping!

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Added on March 18, 2012
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A Poem by Scisenheart