the song of my life

Verse one:
I really do try
but all i do is suffer
in my mind it's like a ride
so they try to ride me rougher
f*****g like a hard-a*s
but with my feelings in the past
it has me lying in the road
run-over being by-passed
I want it all to change
because i hate the rage
and this schizo-s**t
that piles up
is f*****g with my brain
and drugs may make it better
but it's like I'm wearing leather
and sitting outside in the heat
draining it it's weather
away....
Chorus:
I can't take this
I can't take bliss
love is only a memory
that I'm always faced with
rounding in a tomb
where the souls like me bloom
but in reality
theres only one of me
in only one room
Verse two:
here comes the fire
burning through my thin skull
it's like chiken wire
and the grain is going dull
so put up your fists
and punch me till' i'm done
i want to be beaten, left,
fucked with two thumbs up
consumed by the flames
I find my purpose
and God is the one to blame
for making me so worthless
cuz' all I want is love
someone to see me
for not the s**t i am
but who i really want to be
Chorus:
I can't take this
I can't take bliss
love is only a memory
that I'm always faced with
rounding in a tomb
where the souls like me bloom
but in reality
theres only one of me
in only one room
Bridge:
it's whats in this hurricane of
confusion
that drives me insane
my mind may be filled with delusion
but i still find the time to prey
and God holds out his hands to me
it's something I've always wanted
but I feel ashamed of how I am
and cut the hands he's molded
Chorus:
I can't take this
I can't take bliss
love is only a memory
that I'm always faced with
rounding in a tomb
where the souls like me bloom
but in reality
theres only one of me
in only one room