This One Was For Her

This One Was For Her

A Poem by Shay

I miss you.
Like a pathetic fool, like a part of me is gone no - like a chunk.
Ripped out before it was cold and now I'm cold with nothing but a few memories to keep me warm.
I thought you would fade but silence rings your voice back so loud and clear I look around the emptiness for your body. 
Your body, it always seemed to find mine.
Your smile, it was always there as soon as your eyes looked at me.
I was in love with all of you, with all of what you would be
Because you were everything to me.

You begged to know more
"Tell me anything" 
I feared what my heart held closed 
"Don't be scared... I promise I'll always be here"
So I did. I shared. I gave you my biggest secret, my most feared thing of losing
And you've kept your promise, not like I wish you would've.
You are here floating in my mind, spreading through my body to where I stick out my lips and kiss the air.
To where thinking about you for 5 minutes brings me a night filled of your face in my dreams.
To where I f*****g want to scream at the world and you for doing this, for giving me this thing 
This emptiness.
I don't know how but I seem to be living without a heart
Living like a sad pathetic crazy person who sometimes wishes you would come around the corner and smile once more.
But you wont... I wonder if you even remember 

© 2015 Shay


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I LOVE THIS!!! it's so, so good and there were some excellent lines.

Posted 1 Year Ago


"Like a pathetic fool, like a part of me is gone no - like a chunk" I can relate myself to this. It's beautiful.


Posted 3 Years Ago


very passionate. I enjoyed the emotion that was put into this

Posted 4 Years Ago



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Added on February 9, 2015
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Tags: gay, lesbian, love, passion, true, kiss, forgotten, lonely, broken, redemption, lover, poem, romantic

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Shay
Shay

Canada



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* I'm Canadian * I'm a lesbian * I live on the east coast * I'm an actor * I love avocados * I want to travel the world * I write to clear the clutter out from my brain "Every night I empty.. more..

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