What have I turned into

Hmm...
Gives you a negative feeling huh
All that energy is such a bother to you
That you'd forget that you are irky too

I honestly don't think it's something bad
I can't keep forcing myself unfairly
Just go look inside your heart instead of mine
It's more dark and scary

Oh but I'm not scared anymore
I'm just done with your s**t
I don't give a f**k about what you think
You go have fun with your ungrateful blindly

To think these words would come out of me
You deserve this
You suck and you're a a disappointment
I want to get out of this

Author's Note

This poem doesn't really rhyme or has a meter. I think its more honest this way