“Heavy Head is Wondering”

“Heavy Head is Wondering”

A Poem by Shineheemi

When heavy head starts swinging.

It is, a monster that never gets tired,
Can totally destroys both mind, heart and soul,
Tortures without any mercy,
And can consumes its victim whole.

One powerful and very scary word,
Three syllables for whats on the second line,

Victims knows the feeling
Hiding the truth
Hiding the pain,
Victims keeps on pretending

It’s getting harder to hide,
All the feeling i’ve built up inside.

Living my days of endless struggle
Trying to appear normal,
I am not making things, it is true,
I am sick and i don’t know if i can make it through.

I am, a human who misses the fun,
Is she who says “it can’t be done”.

They say i have a lot of things going for me,
I’m sorry seriously, i can’t see,
My worst enemy is inside me,
I love myself but i just can’t set it free.

I told myself to seek for a doctors help
I forgot that i have no money
I told myself to ask someone
I remember that i have no one.

Feels like i’m going crazy
But i’m completely sane
I’m not that lazy,
What’s energy?.

Mind controls the body
I want to keep on fighting
Heavy head is already exhausted
Depression, do you want me to stop breathing?.


© 2019 Shineheemi

Author's Note

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What a powerful write about dealing with depression. Such a difficult thing to deal with and to write about. You expressed yourself very well here.

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It is very true. Reviews makes me happy. 🤣 thank you for those kind words of yours. Be well.

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Added on December 4, 2019
Last Updated on December 4, 2019
Tags: Life, depression, anxiety, death, hope, fantasy



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