Lost

I never thought it would hurt like this

to lose something that i would miss

to never again feel your kiss

to press my lips against your lips

to never again be able to hold you

to be lost and not know what to do

to never find what i had found

to never hear love the way you made it sound

to be happy when you were around

to put my feet back on the ground

to move on without you by my side

to be sad whenever you cried

to feel butterflies on the inside

you gone is my cyanide

whenever i thought of you

to dream of you

to think of you before i slept

to think of you when i wake

to think of you everyday

to miss you in everyway

i will never love as i loved you

and honestly i don’t want to