Forever my baby, you'll always be

Black tears running down my face 
I've lost something, something I cannot replace 
I felt the light, shared your glow 
You will always be apart of Mommy's heart  
You will always be apart of my soul 
 
I clench my stomach from time to time only to think about you 
Why did they get to live and not you? 
Sometimes the way this world is, I think maybe I understand 
Why your up in heaven right now - So small in God's hands 
 
I hope Mommy can get her act straight so that I can be with you someday 
Oh, how the tears will roll from my face when I see you for the first time 
When your little hands touch mine 
 
I still wish I could have raised you up to watch you grow and watch you play 
I think about it often, almost every night, almost everyday 
It would have been nice to hear you say "Mommy!" first because I would have said it until you did 
Who knows maybe you are right now at this second, but I just can't hear it yet 
 
Some days when I'm really mad and I can't seem to hold my anger in 
I'll start to feel butterflies and I figure it's you trying to give me a hint 
I try to be happy, but it's hard when I don't have you here 
Hopefully, I'll see you one day my baby Mommy will try and make sure of it  
 

Author's Note

For anyone who has lost a child it's hard on your heart, hard on your soul. You never think things will happen to you, but they do and they leave you wondering why..

Reviews

[Ausheirn:)]

A Mother who lost her child whose in heaven right now.

Good job. It's my favorite poem right now !

[FaithfullyJennyBear]

This actually made me cry, I have never been pregnant, but I understand the loss of a person you couldn't actually meet :/

My dad died before I was old enough to know who he actually was..

Good poem, you've captured the emotion a lot..

Great write,
Yours faithfully,
Jenny x

[Henry Clemmons]

Where the t-shirt everyday. Great words.

[Cynthia]

You've captured the feeling of losing one child so well! And its a great poem, the voice of the baby, is so alike from what a bay will think... And the mommy, so heart broken and sad... Its just so moving and touching!
Everything is so great under your pen! You're truly talented, you're a great writer! This poem is one of my favorite as well!
Great Job!