Tears and Fears.

This poem is to commemorate the 1 year anniversary of Timber my beloved Kitty :) He was my lil baby and I miss him so so much!!! 8-8-2010.

How many tears can I cry.

How many fears can I run from?

Minutes turn into hours the months into a year.

Since that moment that you left me I still hate I still fear.

Your tiny lifeless body just laid there in front of me.

I wanted to you to be happy painless  and running free.

Every night I think of you when I look up to the stars.

But I feel your so distanced like earth is from mars.

Wishing you were with me cuddling so close.

Trying to keep you warm on the first time it snows.

Trying to keep your grave clear when we had torential rain.

Trying to light you a candle in the winds as fast as a train.

I collapsed when I watched them take your life away.

Since you’ve gone my life began to decay.

I Built it back up brick by brick.

Strong and steady sturdy and thick.

No one can get me you would want me strong.

And I know now your here, in my heart where you’ll always belong!

 

Author's Note

Please be kind I have dyslexia thanks x