Door of pain

In my life you're the one thing I fear,
And before you die, this you must hear.
Everyday we were out to play,
we'd laugh and joke, and together we'd stay.
Even Saturday's we'd go to the mall.
our great rapport was never to fall.
We had our favorite restaurants and we loved to eat,
in our famous foot race, I was never to be beat.
We’d get in your truck and drive off to town,
I was so happy my face was never to frown.
And as years past bye your pecan trees grew higher,
and our relationship bond grew tighter and tighter.
Something felt wrong and I hoped it wouldn’t happen.
But it did and I face it each day of my life,
I got to be strong I’ve got to put down the knife.
What you did was so wrong and disgusting might I say,
you'll never understand how I felt that day.
When people walk by and they start to wonder,
I feel like the rain in a dark cold thunder.
I'm slowly coming down from this misery I'm in,
I'm taking back what you have given because I'm giving in.
I can go to psychiatrists and spill out my thoughts,
they can prescribe me pills and say I've been taught.
They can look at me and say "It's ok I Understand"
But they will never feel the fear of a,
'Grandfather's Hand'.
You don't look back on what was begun,
your losing your self in who you've become.
Now your gone to where you think its safe,
where no one knows about the pain that I face.
Its so sad that your neighbors have no clue,
all the people around you don't really know you.
Well Congratulations for fooling the world,
but shame on you for hurting this girl.
Don't worry too much but a day will come,
when revenge will be given for the damage you've done.
For right now I'll sit in the back of your mind,
while you remember how I used to be kind.
And later on in your old pathetic life,
you'll see me and how badly you ruined mine.
You soon shall feel what I have felt for years,
My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears.
Now before you die I hope you comprehend it,
The pain you left now that its ended
I hope your new life is better mine
I'm sure your going on like everything's fine
And the day it hits you … what you didn’t see before,
Will be that final day that I close that door
No more ……..

Reviews

[Boris Jonathan Novak]

Beautiful work from the heart. This grasps the reader with the pain and dire circumstances that end a relationship. Remaining strong is always a good thing, despite what has transpired to tear the heart in two. Having the last word is the best of all satisfaction. I think you summed it up in these words:

"And later on in your old pathetic life,
you'll see me and how badly you ruined mine.
You soon shall feel what I have felt for years,
My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears."

Thanks for sharing such an inspiring work.

[barricade]

Hats off! what tremendous emotions and feelings....!!! seem so effortless! this one came out strong...hard!!! left me speechless! had so much to it! the sadness, the gloominess...the agony, the pain! LOVE IS VENGEANCE!!!
This one goes straight to my favorites hun! outstanding work here!!!!
Can relate to it in my own ways...can feel it completely!

great work!

Barricade