Kailynn

my daughter was a miss carriage and this is all i can do t keep myself sane

you are ever so small 

just a nudge could make you fall

i ask my self to this day 

why did god take you away

so innocent and fragile

when you died i ran for miles

never stopping

never looking back

why god why 

oh why did you take her like that

my baby girl my little angel

i never saw her face 

i have many regrets but this one i cannot face 

i wish god instead would've taken me in your place

i cried all night 

i cried all day 

days passed by 

i will not lie

i did not eat 

i did not sleep 

you were the best thing 

the best thing to happen to me

a bottle was my friend 

and a gun whispered in my ear

what am i to do 

cant i just die today 

my very first child 

my only child 

and now your gone 

just like my happiness

i have nothing left 

not a care in this world

i dont know what to do 

but end  it all 

i love you my baby

i love you my child

daddy is sorry 

he never saw your smile 

Author's Note

this is very all over the place but i needed to get my childs death out of my head i wish i couldve actually seen my child but only god knows why he took her from me before she was born she would have een born may 27 2014 and her name wouldve been Kailynn Marie Wray please leave no bad comments if you leave one its not meant to be the best but its all that i can do to at least tell her i love her and i wish she could have been in my life