Have you ever (Epiphany)

Have you ever (Epiphany)

A Poem by Farmgirl

Have you ever been burdened and troubled so much that you cannot figure out whats bothering you?

And you ponder ...and ponder...
trying to make sense of what it is that's causing you to feel so discouraged.... but nothing becomes clear about any of the emotions that you are trying to discern why they have come upon you ???

So you lay in your bedroom in complete darkness hoping the abscence of light will trigger something in you and bring to
light for you the truth of whats troubling you ...

But instead of understanding right then when you want to ...
your heart just weighs even heavier
and then tears well up in your eyes
and begin to soak your pillow through and through ... because you cant figure out you ...

And your mind becomes an oppression to you ...

So you cry out in anguish and begin praying to God to help lift this off of you

And in your tears of confusion praying in the spirit he speaks to you

Finally you prayed it through !

You got God to come down from heaven and help you ...

And you realize that all of it was because he just wanted some time with you to strengthen and encourage and lift suicidal thoughts and feelings arising in you off of you stirring ... because of confusion in your life from situations and circumstances that keep depressing you ...

And you finally recognize that you couldnt figure it out
because the devil didnt want you to have another spiritual breakthrough....

But you did because He that rules wind and water knew and kept hold of you

The anchor truly does hold inspite of the storm

He doesnt sleep or slumber
and knows everything

Even when we dont

© 2017 Farmgirl

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Truth and honest thoughts in these words dear friend. We shall be tested often in a life. Better to seek kindness and love than the devil dance. Thank you dear friend for sharing your amazing poetry.

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