Praying Hoping & Waiting for Change

Ive been praying and waiting as of lately

But nothing seems to be changing speedily as I continue to hope for

Funny because the things I am praying for a change about

I am experiencing at home now

almost as if God is trying to show me something through actions of others

But I am not doing well in getting the message across to my heart and mind

it seems they are in Limbo as crazy as it sounds because my Flesh has taken charge its impatient and never satisfied

Everything in Life of others is changing for the worse and the better but mine just stays the same but

bad or good change is change

but for me its like im stuck in a circle and im getting dizzy from spinning around needing relief

going through the same struggles and trials is so tiring

wanting to press forward but remaining stuck because the odds are not falling into my favor constantly

So yep I am just praying hoping  and waiting to move past this stumblingblock in my way that for some reason is reocurring

its become more like a mountainous problem id say so Ive been speaking to it to go away

 instead of talking to people who do not understand because their eyes have not been spiritually enlightened on the level of yours yet so you sit back fall on your knees and as much as you want to tell somebody close to you about your problem

instead

you refrain and  just keep  praying hoping and waiting

hoping for the best outcome and stuck imagining the worst

waiting for an impossible goal
and praying for God to take full control

because you do not have it in you to be captain anymore of your life

because you realize you are poweand this is bigger than just an effort and financial change

I swear


I feel like im living a life of Ground Hog day because the same stumbling block keeps rearing its ugly head and im powerless of it to change

And you want to be strong and shove it away

but you cant

so instead  ...


You are stuck with just



Praying Hoping  & Waiting for Change  ...

Reviews

[Joshua Carl Cruz]

i notice the theme is heavy with biblical references, not to my disliking which wouldn't matter if i didn't however my point is, why not go heavier? Tie those references even more so to your faith and really lean into the metaphors. I mean, even if you don't have an affiliation to God the imagery is awesome. I like your poem and read a few others and base my opinion off my own experience with them. thanks for writing and i hope i do not offend with my personal bias. take care F.G.

[wordman]

the devil will always use the same stumbling blocks on us until we can over come them

[Farmgirl]

So true my brother ... so true .

[Coyote Poetry]

All we can do is.
"Praying Hoping & Waiting for Change ... "
I liked and understood the poem. Prays and hope. We must hold on to both. Thank you dear Poet for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Farmgirl]

So true my other brother ... That is what im leaning on is prayer it is all that keeps me pressing forward and feeling as if I want to function anymore or can somedays at all .. But I know im not the only one who suffers .. we all have our crosses that we bear ...

[Coyote Poetry]

You are right my friend. Need prayer to know peace.

[writ rajat]

Many curious points you raised here I am glad to perceive it ty