Bitter

Bitter

A Poem by LungsOfAsh

For years we were together
I was to excited to hide it from my family
You kept the silence with yours
It didn't bother me at first
You didn't know how they would react after all
The though of you with another girl

For years we were together 
and we spent day in and out
talking to each other and sharing moments
distance meant nothing
because having nothing meant distance
so there was always something

For years we were together
and recently you have been a bit off
you did recently move and you are all alone
you made a single friend in school, someone like me
I am so happy for you, now you have a friend to keep you company
I can't wait to meet her

For years we were together
and I decided to come down for the holidays
your family was the best
I even met your friend
she is really fun and you said we  were alike
there are some things we have in common...not a lot though

For years we were together
and I was extremely happy
completely unaware of the adultery you committed
It wasn't until the new year you decided to tell me
I tried to be civil, I tried to forget
but you made me bitter

For years we were together
and I had never cried more in my entire life
you tried to apologize in varies ways
the rose wilted in the box
my family became concerned and worried
over this monster I had become

For years we were together
and you finally decided to call me
upset over the heartache my twin gave you
I listened and whipped your tears
you did apologize and admit our wrong
things looked bright

For years we were together 
and i thought i knew you
you hurt me and made me bitter
you built me back up when admitted fault
you brought me down after i believed the lie
now im alone again

For years after we were together
i stalked and scouted your profile
so i knew what you were up too
each time made me even more bitter
you wanted to stay friends
i wasn't capable

For years after we were together
my bitterness has not subsided
even after moving on myself
i am still not over you
but i miss you to much to fully let go
i decided to get a hold of you

For years after we were together
the discuss was pleasant enough at first
we usually try to avoid the subject of our breakup
however today we decided to have a civil conversation
one that had been avoided for many years
about our romantic demise

For years after we were together
i was learning what happened
how she was just upholding the desires she had
how sorry she was over the matter and how i had changed
i still was not happy, even with meeting the closure
she couldn't help but mention how bitter i had become

© 2015 LungsOfAsh


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Added on February 3, 2015
Last Updated on February 3, 2015
Tags: cheating, adultery, love, broken, heartache, lesbian, gay, spoken word, lgbt, poetry, lie, liar, relationship

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LungsOfAsh
LungsOfAsh

Someplace, AL



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