I am worthless

I am worthless

A Poem by tanaya

Just a poem I wrote


Father I love you

Mother I love you

Sister I love you


But I hate you all

I hate my life

I hate everything!


But you will never know

You will never understand

You never try


I cry out for help

You ignore it!

I am invisible


Its all about her

She is special

I am nothing!


I never matter!

I never will!

Not to you…


Why cant you love me?

Why cant you help me?

Why cant you be loving parents?


I try

I try to be perfect

I do!


But you ignore it!

You ignore me!

Am I really worth that little!


I try to tell myself I'm not

I try to tell myself that if alright

But I lie to myself!


When I use that blade

When I see that blood

All I can think is I am nothing


Its all your fault

You never cared

You never thought


I'm sorry I'm a disappointment

I'm sorry I'm so worthless

I'm sorry I am nothing


Ill just go die now

It will be better

Better than to live without your love


Better to die than to live

Better to escape this hell

I would prefer the flaming pits to this


You have killed my heart

You have destroyed my mind

All I have left is my empty body


Just use that to

Throw it away

Like its worth nothing


I am worth nothing!

A waste of space

Polluting the air


Just kill me now!


I want to die!!!!!!!!

© 2012 tanaya

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Wow this tugged at my heartstrings .I've felt this way about my stepsisters a LOT and my older sister, briefly. I can definitely relate. You do a good job at making all your poems beautifully simply and full of emotion. Job well job!!

Posted 7 Years Ago

Sad and touching poem! Describes someone's feeling pretty well! 100/100 Don't give up!

Posted 7 Years Ago

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A very strong poem. The exclamtion points were a nice touch. Made me think you were screaming at someone or something. It did leave me wondering who she is.

"She is special / I am nothing!"

Posted 7 Years Ago


7 Years Ago

She is my younger sister...

7 Years Ago

Thought so. The poem implied it a bit, but not obviously. Figure I mention it to clarify.

7 Years Ago

Yeah... Ok :D
This poem has a lot of raw emotions coming through, so it was very enjoyable (Yet painful in a sense, as I can relate) read. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to message me. xox

Posted 7 Years Ago

I feel a tenseness here like no other, an emotional release, and lots of pain. You have captured "Hurt" very well.

Posted 7 Years Ago

Very good I could really feel the anger, and all of the emotion of wanting to be put out of pain... This is extremely good, and I really really like it!!

Posted 7 Years Ago

death, though the equalizer of lie isn't always the answer or everything

Posted 7 Years Ago

Wow this is really good. It really reaches out to those with similar problems, and lets them know there not alone. Great work.

Posted 7 Years Ago

wonderful poetry great job keep it up

Posted 7 Years Ago

this is a well written work.. the cry of a young heart longing for what we all want.. to e heard.. I hear you.. keep writing.. it is good for your soul and your skill at expressing yourself will mature with you.. you are sharing important things.. you have no way of knowing what other heart needs to hear you as well..

Posted 7 Years Ago

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Added on February 27, 2012
Last Updated on February 27, 2012



Wyoming, NSW, Australia

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