I cant hate you

 

Cowering in a corner

No more

I will be strong

 

Whimpering and crying

No more

You cant hurt me

 

I will not fail

I will not cry

I will not let you hurt me

 

No more

Not ever again

I cant let you get to me

 

Shield my heart

Put up stone cold walls

No one gets in

 

You have made me this way

Are you proud?

I will be untouchable

 

Never am I able to trust

Not able to love

I am no longer capeable of loving and trusting

 

Everyone is an enemy

Everyone hates me

You have made me like this

 

You have made me flinch

You have made me cry

You have made me bleed

 

My heart cant take it

It will fall apart

So fragile, is my heart

 

Yet you have made me so

Yet you have hurt me so

Yet I cant hate you

 

I want to

I try to

But I cant

 

I want to be angry at you

I want to yell and scream at you

I want to hurt you

 

But I cant

I cant hurt the one person who caused me so much pain

I cant hate my father

 

So I am broken

So my heart stays open and bleeding

With no one to stitch it up

 

My heart is bleeding

And It will forever bleed

Because you wont change

 

Chance after chance

You have taken them and thrown them away

Like scraps of dirt, our hearts

 

You say you love us

But you hurt us

But its ok

 

I will always forgive you

I will always love you

No matter how much I don’t want to

Author's Note

Please read and commetn

Reviews

[SUGATA M]

I love the flow and expression....tightly gripping.....well done

[ApocalypticChick]

This is really sad and depressing. I can't even imagine being that confused and enraged. Or even being in that much pain.

[olla]

when the heart speaks the soul listens... when you speak from your heart my soul hears..

[Jyango Ryudo]

Wow so sad! But encouraging at the Mae time it shows brave ring and standing up for yourself great job! ;)

[Aianarie (INACTIVE)]

This is such a sad, painful poem. Being stuck in all that confusion of to love or not to love....

Well written. Good job.

[Shelley Holt-Lowrey]

You end this with 'its ok' but it's not and you convey your own disbelief in this statement too.

So now young lady, where is the ROAR and the RAGE? You've thrown out the hurt. Where is your anger - that you will eventually pull forth to propel you forward. It's in there right underneath the pain. DIG!

[Coyote Poetry]

The conflict of love. Forgiveness allow us to win. When someone loved you. Should be kindness and love. People do make mistakes. I like the complete poem. A strong ending to outstanding poem.
Coyote