Déja vu

As angry as I was when I wrote this...I kinda like it.

Been here?

Done this?

So familiar

But something must be different

 

How does this happen?

Subconscious masochism

Allowing myself to be trapped

Thinking I can change things

The ineffable optimist

 

But the Fates are laughing

Pushing me yet again into this endless cyclone

And giving me hope that things will be different

 

It always ends the same