13 years old

Its a song, based on true story! thankfully everything is over now

Once I was 13 years old I was in seventh grade come

 I found a pretty white boy what the blondish hair and tall 

The best thing about him is every girl wanted him but the best thing was I got around my fingertips

 it was all good for the first 6 months 

a year went by and I was miserable

 I was not in control I wasn't happy I was not healthy 

I thought my world was going to be good with the man in my life 

I thought I'd be happy 

I thought I love everybody

 I think I would have been the happiest woman 

Honeys  we need to stand up we need to be strong or powerful and beautiful but all I felt was hate

 I hate myself

 I had no control

 I got no respect

 I had nothing to lose

 at least that's what I thought

 I thought I had nothing to lose I thought I had everything

 until he came around I got all down 

He forced me into things he pressured me into things

 What was love I thought to myself one night

 I had everything I ever wanted but everything turned upside down and my world was all around me it's like I don't have no control

 God  ; damn forget me I don't want him to forgive me

 everybody who didn't want to be around me I was disrespectful I was rude I was not happy

I protected the one that I love but I just want to have

 I want them to be happy even tho I suffered oh well 

Pictures videos camera people's actions 

If you don't have to control you don't got life my whole world flipped upside down.

 I wish I was Stronger I wish I had control I wish I was strong enough to stay to stop

 I thought it was love

 I thought I was in love

 whoa whoa whoa stop right there

 I did love him  hes the only thing I want in my life hes was the only thing I ever wanted

 but no he play me he use me use me for two damn straight years

 but that's okay because I grew

 I'm stronger now

 but now I know when the future comes I will be strong I'm praying to God that nothing else happened I pray to God my mama's alright I pray to God my best friend all right I pray to God that my loved ones are hard drive

 listen up ladies

 all right here we go

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 Zadie's, (ladies)  stand up for what you want to get a hold of some type of special never let it go

 cuz when it slips through your hair and you'll be crying to your mama. You never wish you never do that

 I want to be a guardian angel I wanna be there 

I want to protect you to something I never got I want to help you

 ladies you're strong you're beautiful you independent no matter what happened to your life you always be. That 

Alright good luck babes, you got this - Guardian angel

Author's Note

Its a song, based on true story! thankfully everything is over now

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[Teresa]

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