What you should see when you look at my eyes

Never blink when you stare or you will not see the soul

Remove me, father, like a parasite

like a vermin, like a virus, like a disease

I'm an outcast in your temple, I'm an infidel in your house

I'm an insect in your perfectly polished walls,

A stain in your chrome handles

 

Mother, slash me with the knife

As my blood surges out of my neck,

I'm the king of the damned children

And she's my queen

Kill me for staining your newly washed blankets with my blood

 

Listen, my sister to the words that I say,

F**k off, as what I've read in her lips

Like a ghost in the winter snow, I screamed at her ears

But she sealed it with the music of her denial

 

Teacher, teach me what you know,

Not what you used to hate

 

Are you really my friend now, you faceless void of flesh?

You're my best friend, am i right?

But when I neede to talk, the faceless mirror that was my friend cracked

and shattered in a million faces

 

Mother, love me, please

Father, dont reject me

Sister, dont be like me

The ever failing entity that was hiding behind my eyes

 

I catch all the s**t that fell from heavens

My life-form took all the f*****g pain

My hands write these poems of gore and blood

Of deep and unrelenting loathing of what I was, just to accept the past

that I am now

 

Silence will speak my words

As my screams die in echo

Take a look at the soul behind the eyeglasses

the lifeform behind the sad brown eyes

Reviews

[sutoraika]

i really like this one. one of your darkest.