I am the DISEASED!

I am the DISEASED!

A Poem by SmileBig :)

I begin on the trail ive walked many times before,
But each time i walk the trail, i never return.
But i go, and i go, i travel for as far as the sun is bright,
And i watch as no one passes, i trip over the wild bruises.
And climb into the diseased monster thats awaiting my fall.
I go a different way each time i never leave the trail,
I venture straight, leading off to nowhere sane.
Or no where at all. No where, thats where i belong.
No where, because i am diseased.
The stars are out, and the sun, and the moon, and jupiter!
And everything is talking, even the trees,
They tell me theres no end to this trail but i do know.
I do know there is no end to this disease.
Yes, this disease has tossed me from behind, grasping me,
But the disease, i call it monster, is not real.
It is just me. I am the diseased.
I am walking on the trail that i will never leave,
This trail doesnt exist, the stars arent there, the sun doesnt shine
The moon doesnt glow, and the trees do not talk,
Im just diseased. I am the monster. I am diseased.
I know this, ive known all along that this monster is me!
But i shall not admit it, yet i just havd, i shall not think,
Or breathe, or belong.
I shall not be around people, i shall not claw at their eyes.
For i am the disease thats spreading wide in my soul.
I am no one. With no one i belong.

© 2013 SmileBig :)

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SmileBig :)
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Interesting poem, shows how society really is bitter and cold, our souls are empty, it's just us and our cold thoughts....great job, love the poem

Posted 10 Years Ago

It seems like an interesting concept. I really like the poem, although you could try to keep your thoughts a bit more focused and clear. Over all good.

Posted 11 Years Ago

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Added on July 11, 2013
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