To My Love From Me

Words exist and exemplify a life where love can live. We live our lives a day at a time not realizing our choices for today that are rebelious to the days of tommorrow. In life we live day after day and we love minute after minute. A mothers love can be washed away and even taken away. A fathers protection can be pained and pushed to pain for not one but many lives.. Everyday is unlike the other not because of actions but because of choices because of a small integrated moment in which pain can drop down through ur lips and onto your stomach. But that pain stays there and makes you worship the love that can only become an illusion and live upon an exclusion. Being in a family that you feel so distant from is like being in an ocean alone. Its like being hit by wave after wave as they wash away ur hopes and dreams but being in love gives you hope when hopes nowere to be seen being in love creates an array of certainty that shines when the electricity goes out.. Wen you give thanks to someone you love its like saying thank you to loving you...

I thanked you because you gave me vision you gave me a way of life you shined my sight and allowed me to grow beyond belief you have made me happy and together forever is my dream my lifes lesson my only illusion but if i can't be with you or you love someone else i realize i love you forever that ill always be here that you're my forever.. And if that means i must live in the days moments feeling a feeling that drops me down then wat can i say but that i love you

This is painful to write and i know its unexpected but i feel pretty lousy pretty s****y and i just wish you could hold me.. I jst wish you could be here because i need you but its ok... I love you... forever together