Why?(could not think of a better title)

Why am I so lonely all the time

what did I do to deserve this 

why does everyone I love leave 

is there something wrong with me 

or am I just unable to love 

they all left me for dead 

no matter what the reason 

some say I never loved them 

others say I am just not right

so I made friends with the darkness 

I have made it my home  

it seems to be the only thing 

that will ever love me 

are there others like me 

or am I all alone in this world 

all I ask is for someone to stay 

but that's an impossible task 

since no one seems to see 

what makes me tick 

or accept the monster I am 

so I sit razor clenched in hand 

wondering why I want to cut 

is it worth it or should I put it down 

clenching is hard I start to bleed 

and wonder why I am this way 

Reviews

[Laura Kate]

Sometimes it is okay to be in the dark, especially if by yourself is when you feel the most safe and secure. You are not alone, there are many, many other people who feel similar, perhaps not all the time but it can be temporary, fleeting or maybe it comes and goes. I hope that you also find the right moments to be in the light! Like when you share your poems for us lot to read, there is light shining on you from us!

Keep writing!
Laura.