I remember

I remember what it was like by your side 

but you left me here along alone 

picking up the pieces of my heart 

trying to put it back together 

is like an unsolvable jigsaw puzzle 

a numbness takes over my body 

my soul a graveyard of emotion 

I remember when we were one 

and nothing could separate us 

now I am alone and dead again 

drowning my pain in drugs and alcohol 

if I could numb the pain would it hold back the rain 

tears run down my face as I remember us 

hiding alone is solitude dealing with the pain 

with tears on my face and a razor in my hand 

alone with the agony of defeat once again 

we were supposed to be forever but you lied 

I remember what is was like holding you 

now your gone with nothing left 

kissing your lips was the poison of my life 

now all we have is memories painting 

a vivid picture of our life together

how do I make the memories go away 

or do they stay forever  

I remember everything about us 

even though I wish I could forget