Room Inspector

Series to Rooms and filled with wonder and danger

Room inspector is here
Again to tell me not to take a bath
For safety reasons
I obey with a nod and smile
He leaves
Time to defy the rules again
The knob creaks and water splats on the small space
Suicide theyre afraid i might commit it
But dont realize im waiting for death to come to me
Its given me warnings and caused retreats for seeing purity in me
Remy's heart should be drained away by now, but there's resilience in me
Not physically though it's too active to be restrained by men
It's full it's time
To wash my woes away sympathy goes away as well
Im soaked in a pure space but I'm tainted
I take an adventure games are too fun for the darkness
It's boisterous for the heart confusing for the soul
And maybe consumption from the dark isnt something to look down upon
Its something to look forward to so dont block it out of life like people do with disturbing things
Love it all you dont have to be good or pure
Take in the fun breathe in the new world
Now its time for you to learn what its like
Find your greatest power dont hide it anymore
Allow yourself to be risky deplete yourself of the reality you live in
Everything is buoyant now especially your freedom
You have an abundance of time but your chance will go away soon
You can create your own special and custom design of happiness
No one can judge you
I can judge myself
I scrub the dirt off of me its still there
My skins red, it burns of pain
It cant be alright i have to be good
Im lathered in a clean version of myself and it stinks of the new awakening
Instead of the promising lemony smell
Let little flames of victory dance around you
Dig into that good realization that everything is just fine
Draw yourself a new beginning make up the ending for yourself
Bubbles of danger are surrounding me and it's attracted to me, finally im noticed
There are no shower curtains to hide behind anymore theyve vanished and revealed a naked truth
Im not clean yet, its still there its always there
Plan your escape now it tells me
Your life is in jeopardy your real life
Of exposing yourself as a pure girl
No it won't happen any traces of good were erased away like the dirt on my skin
Challenge yourself to an active bitter sweeten things up for yourself with a sugary exfoliator
Im coated in soap still i want to be the difference
Im going to be the brave girl that wasnt afraid of the dark
The new brave girl that wasnt hesitating to change completely
Im dodgin all aspects of emotions but they cant see the new me behind this mask
Watch me turn slowly you'll notice it
And the danger doesn't it excite you

Author's Note

Ignore intentional grammar, I was rushing, what do you think about the language and theme