Happy alcohollidays

Hello everyone Happy hollidays these is just a little update in my life well im ashamed to say that i haven't been sobber an entire day since last monday and ive been since yesterday or drunk or high all day except for like two hours because i was in my house im still going to school but we get high in recess and put vodka to our coffee beacuse we want to break a record of the number of classes an individual can be at under effect of certain subtances .
Right now im a bit drunk not much but i write with love .

Today i write to you my dear readers to tell you ive been thinking about love i mean whats that ; we don't feel love for our friends we feel afection its like if you have a teddy bear and you are with him all day you don't love him you just get attached and thats the same with humans you spend a certain amount with someone and you get attached , but you don't love him or she you are just attached now i dare you start spending time with somone you don't ussually and you will get attach , now for the part of love like im in love you thats bullshit ,thats just attachment combined with the carnal wish for the opposite sex or for somone , and that carnal wish isn't love either its just the with to do and touch things beacuse i can tell you you can get laid with somone you don't even now or are attached to but you don't love that person you just had a wish and that person granted it .

Meanwhile you decorate your christmas trees or spend time with your family im going on a journey to find what love really is and i shall get wasted in the process

Happy hollidays have a good year or whats left of it and have love attebd to your adicttions ;)

Author's Note

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