What I'm Going Through?

It was only a year ago,

only a year ago when I was a different person.

A naive, ignorant, person.

In many ways I still am.

And while I live out the first year of adulthood,

I can't help but wonder if my teenage years were a waste.

And I need to catch up.

But the world doesn't allow time for this.

And in here lies a dilemma. 

Or perhaps it isn't?

Perhaps this is a normal life i'm living, 

A mumbled, confused life,

only outlined by my relationships

who guide me and mature me.

Anything can happen it seems

and it think that is for the best.

Cause what I've missed out on 

needs to happen sometime. 

Author's Note

I made this up on a whim, pouring out my thoughts with no regard to how it would sound. This is my current internal monologue, everything here is real.

Reviews

[Ememuelle]

I love this constructed messiness! Very nicely done!

Honest. I like it. Keep it up.