Say It Back.

Who cares?

I hate telling anyone that I love them. Once you admit it out loud, you could actually start to feel it. How terrifying it is to put your heart and mind towards someone and hope that they love you back. I rather be remembered as 'the one who got away' than 'the one who held you back'. After you say it out loud, you are expected to say it back every single time after that. You are supposed to want to; you're supposed to feel it before saying it - what if you don't? How do you explain to someone that you don't really love them or you never knew how to love them in the first place? What age are you supposed to learn how to love someone out loud? Maybe it tells a lot about a person if you choke on saying 'I love you' back. How do you love anyone at all if you don't even love yourself? When do you become okay enough to say it back?