Trapped in You and I

This is my reaction and feeling with my current relationship. He tries so hard to get me out of my head but sometimes it still wins

Trapped in you and I

I got trapped in the lie

Of you and I

I wanted to believe that this could be different

Yet here I am dissecting and prodding at everything you do

I wanted to think forever was possible

with you by my side 

Yet here I am

Thinking sooner or later you will leave

You tried so hard to keep me above this water

But I have dived in for the sip

You caused a explosion in my heart

My head just could understand it

I have been questioning everything you do or say

because I want to believe you would take me away

I know you love me, you have proved it more than once

My mind though still thinks this is a lie

Author's Note

This is the first thing I have written in almost a year.