I need a title

As I lie here in bed,
With constant thoughts swirling in my head,
I try to slow it down a bit
I try to go back

As I lay here in my bed,
with a traffic jam in my head
I see me happy
I see me regret

Oh how I'd love to go back
to the simpler times in life
They were never very easy for me
but there were moments

Moments in life
where you stop and think
I could do this
I could stick with this thing called life

No one thought
clouds my brain,
for many clash and blend
feels like they're all the same

Same but different
each moment in life leaves behind
a new lesson I have yet to learn
Learn the obstacle

Learn and learn again
you'll learn until you master
Reincarnation shows us that
each lifetime is preplanned

you never move onto the next phase of your life
until you face your hardest obstacle
each life you'll live up to the same point
Your strength determines, your will decides

Will this life be the one in which I survive
Shall I conquer, shall my heart be victorious?
I've had a hard life, no more than others I suppose
Will this life kill me, or will I move on to the next battle

(yes its long this one, but there are lots of thoughts to sort through, lots of scars to uncover, lots of realizations that I never win my battles unscathed)