Hopeless encounters , I can't live without.A Poem by WinterLadyJust writing as I go , enjoy .
Life has become dull. No fears, or excitement , sadness lingers , but even it seems pointless afterwards. You , walked in , your hair dyed by the desert sun , and summoned my soul for it's slumber. I reek of cigarettes, I keep my distance. I drink my off brand bitter coffee , youre staring at me I know , I'm not as blind as you think I am . I close my journal , afraid that you'll figure out I've spilled you all over these pages. You are so lonesome , as as am I. I vanished , but you found me, without searching. Damn you. I sit on the opposite side of the room, you follow. You try your hardest to start a conversation and I , don't know how to respond . I vomit out my answers , idiot. You dont mind. He stares as I speak , I stare when he's not watching. There' has never been anything so beautiful , or so frightening. We watched the skydivers float to the ground , and I couldn't get enough of your laugh. The table is broken and the chairs are hard, but I'm so comfortable. This is It, what it musfeel like to be alive. I am a walking corpse my dear , I am deteriorating . I stink of negativity and loneliness . You are different, you shed such warmth , I am a broken furnace . I will never be the one that captures your heart . I am aware of this. It's enough to be briefly part of your life. Youve left now , I sit here contemplating, I seem to have dropped my emotions all over . It's silent, the cricket behind the fridge starts up, mocking me I'm sure. I try to imagine you drive away , with a smile on your face , thinking of me. Even that is impossible, as it quickly slips away. I am trying to fool myself, trying and failing miserably. It's a hot day , and I sit here , heart broken, yet in love . Miserably content. Confusing isn't it , yet there is one thing I am sure of. I am , here, and this sadness is a reminder that I am alive .
© 2015 WinterLadyAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on May 13, 2015 Last Updated on May 13, 2015 AuthorWinterLadyBurnaby, British Columbia, CanadaAboutGet Exceptional Catering in Burnaby At Toast Fine Bites Discover unparalleled catering services. Enhance your events with a variety of exquisite culinary options and impeccable service. Call now! ad.. more..Writing
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