What Have I Done?

What Have I Done?

A Poem by Pastel Nix
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Hey. It's been a long time since I've put up anything. Hope this isn't too bad.

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The pain in my heart 
Resembles that of a black hole. 
No light can enter,
For it'll be banished away. 
 
How could I do this to myself? 
To the ones I love? 
Was I possessed by the darkness inside?
By the fear inside?  

The regret and sorrow. 
I cannot undo what has been done. 
Apologies will be heard,
But they will not fix the hurt. 

My tears become 
Silent lullabies at night. 
They are the only thing that wears me out 
Enough for sleep to grasp me. 
 
I know my mistakes
Can never be forgotten. 
The heart ache I feel
Is rightful punishment for my crimes.
  
My acts against 
All whom I love have gone too far. 
Oh, how I wish for a miracle, 
A chance to take it back. 

But alas, there is no chance. 
It is impossible. 
All I can do is wait out
This black hole inside.

© 2017 Pastel Nix


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Pastel Nix
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Awesome! I f*****g love this poem! In my opinion this poem is really kick a*s! Like honestly great work! This is a great poem ,that kind of relates to me. :3. Nice work!

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Added on June 6, 2014
Last Updated on November 7, 2017
Tags: heartbreak, sad