Pleading Insanity

This is a song I wrote about L. enjoy.

I grab my gun from my holster

There's a gun to my shoulder

Its the confusion of my life

I thought you were sincere

But now I'm standing here

I thought you were by my side

 

Now I'm screaming I'm shouting

You are not helping

I'm trying to get over this s**t

This s**t it was suttle

I'll down another bottle

HOW THE F**K COULD YOU LOVE HIM

    3 Screams

Liar liar pants on fire

You just met your own desires

I''m barely insane I'm just a pyro

Shut the f**k up I'm taking the low road

I did my best for this to work
I can see now you did your worst

You didn't care how I felt

When he spoke you got down and knelt

To my heart you were a slayer

You're tired of being used

But you're going back to a player

I can't save you from ignorance

We all tried giving you hints

He's the dealer

He'll never change his cards

Instead of staying here

You had to shatter my heart

 

Whats the truth whats the lie

Why'd you make me wanna die

Both our liver are all ready tragedies

Now you've left me pleading insanity

 

Every word you said

You didn't mean

It was a set up plan

Like a machine

As you can see

I'm f*****g pissed

Not at you

But the way you went with this

If you really didn't like me why'd you say yes

Now you left me

Cleaning up my life slash mess

Shattered heart

Shattered dreams

If I were a house

You destroyed my support beams

Don't even blame it on me

Saying there wasn't a spark

Without your friend

You couldn't talk

If you did care

You wouldn't of done that

I don't care how good of friends we are

That's a f*****g fact

 

Whats the truth whats the lie

Why'd you make me wanna die

Both our liver are all ready tragedies

Now you've left me pleading insanity

 

texting cheating

Lying defeating

I saw it in your eyes

You made your choice

Right before ninth

The depression in your voice

You told me later that night

Now my soul just hides, hides, hides

IN THE F*****G DARKNESS

 

Whats the truth whats the lie

Why'd you make me wanna die

Both our liver are all ready tragedies

Now you've left me pleading insanity

 

Whats the truth whats the lie

Why'd you make me wanna die

Both our liver are all ready tragedies

Now you've left me pleading insanity

 

Author's Note

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