Debt

an anger-peice haha

Get on your knees and beg forgiveness

 As I pet your head like a dog,

 I’ll put you down with needles as hollow as feelings.

 

 Mistrust because I trusted,

 Disrespected like a Toyota given to a midlife crisis,

 A spirit is ripped from stitches.

 

Busted knees, shattered caps within tears,

 You’ll cry oil spills that stain my satisfaction.

I’m pain, your long awaited metaphor.

 I chose the psychopath because roads led me nowhere,

 Stuck on a boulevard that was once called faith.

 

I try to inject healing words into wounded minds

 Like syringe to dying skin,

 But you avoid like a Kangaroo with Parkinson’s,

 Yet I’m selfish?

 Spine torn from bitter stems, I have no backbone.

 

Hit with soles,

 I saw ancestors dripping between my own fingers,

 But soothed as it slithered its way through the grooves of my palms.

 I saw stars, mahogany cherries twinkling like a crimson comet reflecting an eclipse,

 As if a pseudo constellation, my mind was making similes.

 

 I smiled… because that blood, to me, represented my life,

 And I held it in the center of my hand. But was I in control of it?

Mind shredded like a rape victim, I know too much too early,

 You’d call it intelligence.

 

I laugh at death because it’s an improve,

 Random people die, good people, babies.

But what about the d*********s? I thought they were disposable.

Misinterpreted by peers starring into oceanic eyes,

 I’m referred to as cold blooded,

 And I think I am….. But when I touch my face…. Why does it feel so warm?

 You can’t determine me!

Author's Note

sweet, sweet, revenge!!

Reviews

[Victoria Thornton]

MISERY ALL OVER AGAIN NOOOO!!!!! I like it lol

~! Be Your Own Hero!~

[MuSe Ampoule]

Good work! I can feel the anger here.
" I chose the psychopath because roads led me nowhere" I love this line.

[Goodbye]

I agree with Poppy - I'd love to hear it read aloud. Very painful, emotive poem.

[Ruth]

Excellent love!
As spoken word, I feel this would be a hard hitter! lol
Spoken with passion and a hard drum beat maybe!
xx

[HopelesslyDevoted]

wow, seriously intense! but awesome job! love it!

[♥(heatherawesome..]

wow thats a nice poem keep it up

[Misty Blue Eyes]

WOW is all i have to say..incrediable