to her

A Poem by Yahallo

Self-doubt is undoubtedly the worst thing to go through.

i would apologize

but that's what made me

run away from her in the first place.

constant fighting.

endless shaming.

unnecessary antagonozing.

and how did i ever

wonder why she started hiding.

she is somewhere close

but not exactly at the right spot.

i want her yet i tremble.

as i try to face her,

i hang my head in shame,

and lie how it's all her fault.

the tears drop like august rain

when i realize she's been me all along.