I Feel...

I wrote this cause I was depressed for some reason

That moment when you go to sleep and dream, I'm so happy? I'm married? Awesome. He loves me? I have kids? And friends? Lovely. I feel beautiful...

That moment when someone says “hey” to you and you wonder, Why do people love me? What do people see in me that makes them want to be with or around me? Am I really that amazing? Or do they secretly hate me? I feel stupid...

That moment when someone asks you out and you think, Do they just want me for sex? Do they even care? I don't even think they want me, or do they? Was it a dare? They might just break-up with me, or will they? I feel used...

That moment when someone is mean to you and you're amazed, Do they understand me? Can they see through these tired eyes? I think they actually know me, better? Idk... I feel ashamed...

That moment when you look in the mirror and stare, Why do guys want me? Why do people act so nice to me? Why am I here.. on this planet? I want to disappear. I feel ugly...