PAIN

pain is my illusion , it feeds me to keep going 
the human satisfaction of emotion , 

pain of illusion is not the enemy
help me find the words to the level of emotion 

unnoticed like the pain of my illusion 
feel the water going under my lungs 
breaks my illusion of silence

the awareness is here in my arms 
its beautiful , my words are dead on notice 
i don't fall on pretty words of breath 

pain is my illusion ; no rescue 
just rescue my words