Pain

I put on a smile on the outside
Although I'm dying on the inside
They will never know how i feel
I wish I could cry
To show everyone my pain
So that I'm not alone anymore
I'm so tired of being alone
I'm drowning in my pain
It's almost too much to bear
But I must bear through it
I don't want to be another disappointment
In everyone's eyes
Somehow I will survive
Somehow i will prove to them all
That i am more than a disappointment