What I Want The Most

What I Want The Most

A Poem by Kal

One moment, just hear me out

Before you turn away and leave me

I have sinned, who hasn't?

But I’m willing to change the mistakes

I lied to you, lied to myself

I confess I was a liar

But not anymore cause I’ve realized

What you really are to me

 

I cannot find the words to describe the feeling

Of you not being the other half of my life

Half of my heart

I cannot find the language to describe the shame

Of breaking what was so pure, so innocent

I’m not so sure what I want the most             

Your forgiveness or your love

 

Do I deserve your life and soul?

A question I cannot answer yet

But do you deserve my life and soul?

Oh you deserve way more than that

But I will try to give out my best

To treat you right the best way I can

But will you give me the chance to try

Or have I lost you forever?

 

I cannot find the words to describe the feeling

Of you not being the other half of my life

Half of my heart

I cannot find the language to describe the shame

Of breaking what was so pure, so innocent

I’m not so sure what I want the most            

Your forgiveness or your love

 

Mountains of pain, oceans of tears

That’s how I feel for causing you a broken heart

And for losing the other half

Of my life and heart and soul

 

I cannot find the words to describe the feeling

Of you not being the other half of my life

Half of my heart

I cannot find the language to describe the shame

Of breaking what was so pure, so innocent

I’m not so sure what I want the most            

Your forgiveness or your love

© 2015 Kal


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The poem is very touching and emotional.Good one.

Posted 9 Years Ago


I feel the emotions and longing forgiveness, I pray that everything works
out, it's hard to find someone to love now days, Thanks for sharing and b-blessed!

Posted 9 Years Ago



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Kal
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Jeddah, Saudi Arabia



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