They are the reason whyA Poem by Amber Dawn AginIf no one cares for you at all, do you even really exist? If you don't even exit, how can your life possibly matter?voices that grow louder dripping poison from sweet tongues every word shattering me like broken glass scattered on the floor my tear stained face reflected in distorted shards repeating harsh words to the mirrored image carefully forming my lips to match their own fat, f****t, freak stupid, stuck up, s**t ugly, useless, loser replaying each syllable like a pathetic broken record believing each word that slices through me to bleed out only truth how cruel they truly are to so carelessly cut me open with echoing fits of laughter while I stand unmoving and broken tears endlessly fall from glazed eyes this world just a meaningless void where dull heart beats prove nothing in the words of Cassandra Clare: if no one cares for you at all do you even really exist? air can fill these lungs as blood can spill down these arms but, as always, nothing remains just a hollow shell disguised as a person wondering how life could be so torturous loneliness destroying my mind tempting me with beautiful lies and these thoughts that I can never escape continue begging that tonight be my last the vicious taunts and suggestions that I should end this disastrous life allow the blood to pour until I am completely empty© 2016 Amber Dawn AginAuthor's Note
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Added on May 20, 2016 Last Updated on May 20, 2016 Tags: bullying, self harm, suicide, depression, mental illness, slurs AuthorAmber Dawn AginHarrisburg, ILAboutJust your typical 19 year old girl that's kinda messed up in the head and thinks she can be poetic *shrugs* more..Writing
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