Say it to my Face

Behind my back

You snuck around

Whispering, Plotting

Tearing my heart out.

I can't trust you now.

I can't believe a word you say.

Go ahead and try to make it right.

It won't matter anyway.

So many times 

I have felt like

I want to let it all out.

But I kept it inside.

I tried to be loyal.

I tried to be there for you.

But you really aren't worth it

If this is what you do.

It has happened

Again and again

But nothing that I said

Could have done half the damage as you did.

Never thinking of anyone else,

You only care about yourself.

Put yourself in my shoes

You wouldn't like it.

Maybe

You would finally understand.

But I can't.

I know it's true

You couldn't look me in the eyes.

The only secret I ever told you

Spread like wildfire.

So lie

to my face.

You really think I will trip again?

And let you in.

I'm sorry if I asked too much.

All I've tried to do is give. 

But nothing ever comes back.

Why is that?

For once

Own up to your mistakes.

Say it to my face.