Thoughts

I hear screaming

One voice is trying to help

While the other is yelling all its pain

All pain that's been curdling the past years

My heart reaches for the man to help

But my mind pushes him away

Yet I sit perfectly still

Looking out to the ocean

My chest gets tight

And breathing is foreign

As the screaming in my head gets louder

The man's voice gets quieter

My heart drops

As my mind wins again