Torn

My head and heart,
Don't see eye to eye.
My heart longs for you
And want you by me side.
All the while my head
Says you aren't worth
The ground you walk on.

I'm torn, I don't know
What to believe.
Should I follow my
Head or heart,
Logic or feelings.

I'm lost,
Confused,
Annoyed,
Hurt,
Torn.
Torn between what I want,
And what I know is right.

I'm torn between
The past and
The possible future.

I know the past
Will just repeat itself.
My heart says you can
Change and be better,
But my head knows you can't.

I'm town
Between two things
Who you are,
And who I want
You to be.

Someone fix me.
I need someone
To show me whats right.
I need them to
Help me see,
Why you're wrong for me.

I wish I could believe,
All of the things
That you tell me.
I know deep down
Everything you say
Is a lie,
Yet my heart wants
So badly to believe you.

I'm torn inside.
I feel unwanted,
I doubt who I am.
I am clearly not
Worth telling the truth to.

The game you play,
The lies you feed me,
Every word you say
Has left me
Broken,
Lost,
Torn.