Some Ever

ever is changing
tides all the time
blue trails of algae
to tangle in your feet
i wanted to watch
you walk
i wanted to congratulate
you
your back to me,
the ship sails at nine
mermaid eyes,
be a lover
tattoo each bruise
your absence creates
on my fetus heart
still growing
anchor into me some
promise, some ever,
just don't give me
glass to watch turn
into the sand.