media and society

I want to crank Jason Derulo as loud as my music channel on my TV whose volume f***s up all the damn time will go

even if i claim to despise him, he is an artist

i want to take off my pants and be in my faded black band tshirts that make me feel like Lolita with her floral sunglasses and recycled shoes.

i will lay on my living room floor in all kinds of uncomfortable positions because it makes me feel different

i want to do things wrong

ill order too much food, laugh at the wrong jokes, listen to the wrong music

be behind yet be ahead

i will write different

think different

speak different

enunciate all of my words