does it hurt to die?

A by Ang3L

its a topic about u and me

she came to me and asked me : " do u think it will hurt so much to die ?"
i replied " its hurting so much more to stay alive .....! "
and i wondered in my self of why its hurting , i found many results ...many reason to see this life as a torture room ....
when u try to escape from all what makes u stressed and u cant ,
when u wish for ur tears to go out and simpley they dont ,
when u search for answers for the unanswered questions ,
when u try to live a certain life and fail to fufill this try ,
when u all that u can see is failure and there is nothing else 2 see ,
when u see ur lover is crying and all u can do is stand helpless ,
when u find that heart is worn out and no one cant help ,
when u find all ur loved ones are fading one after another and all u can do is to help them fade ,
when u see ur self alone in the dark and all u can do is throw away all the candles ,
when u r captivated by dreams that will never come true and all u can do is to never stop dreaming ,
when all the poeple arround u ask u to share ur good moments and all u have is pain to share ,
when u have some one is dying for u to be there and all u can do is to stay away ,
when u hear ur heart is screaming from illness and all u can do is to increase its suffering ,
when u have ur dreams fighting against u and all u have to do is to sleep more ,
when u have many joys in ur life and all u have to do is to pretend that u are enjoying ,
when u know that u r wrong in many ways and all u have to is to insist on being you,
when u have no one beside and all u want to do is to stay alone ,
when u feel abandoned by life and all u can do is to insist on proving that u r better alone,
when every arround is having fun and u are still searchin for the meaning of fun ,
when u face death more then once and all u can do is to still wish to die ,
And still in ur insides u wish that u dont have to suffer in this life .....
And still u find living is hard , and still death will be more better