knocking on different doors

A by Ang3L

sometimes i wonder why i am writting , i think it just comes out

sometimes u i sit back and remember yesterday and the day before, i remember the last year and the year before ,and how many times i ve changed through this time. How did i change from kind to wicked , how did i change from soft to hard and from hard to soft again , how did i got weakened by events and got fortified by strugless ,and how did i became sleepless and how did i sleep for days,
sometimes i wonder why do we change ,and at the same time i am asking how can i change .
trying to be cool and smart and sexy and karismatic , and trying to be wise, kind and energetic.
and u cant stay the same 4 while,its kinda hard to find someone the same for a long while,
i know a guy who stayed the same for a while, he lived all his life dreaming and dreaming and dreaming....
he even dreamt about changing from one person's to another but he didnt change he just kept dreaming of knocking on different doors ....
but even in his dream no one opened the door for him !!!