My thoughts...

Some of my negative thinking...

I'm crazy I know...
I don't deserve,
Anyone in my life,
Anyone in my arms.
No sweet soft kisses,
Nor warm embraces.
For the madness they say,
Won't ever go away.
I kid myself,
Into thinking I can love.
Into feeling way above.
I lose my place,
In this world.
Reminded each day,
That I can never hope.
Expect more than sadness.
Who could love such disgrace.
Who could want such disaster.
Burdened with the thoughts,
That my mind speaks to me.

Author's Note

Screenwriting, grammar will be off.

Reviews

[TheLostMind]

Nobody is perfect.. Its a pity that only few people understand this. You should never think that nobody will love you.. there is always someone who will understand you.. who will love you the way you are.. who will love you for who you are...

"I kid myself,
Into thinking I can love.
Into feeling way above.
I lose my place,
In this world.
Reminded each day,
That I can never hope. " - Wrong.. There is always hope.. And you are not wrong in thinking / hoping that you can love.. What are we without hope?. Hope keeps us alive.. It drives us forward..
Yes, life can be unfair..but this doesn't mean it will be picking on you forever.. You will find love.. you will find peace.. All you have to do is "believe" in a better tomorrow...

Good write :)

[Relic]

Negative thinking is as easy as grabbing sweets instead of fruits and veggies. It has a natural way of flowing into our brains. I've been there and still visit sometimes. I have no answers, I can only say I understand.

[Aveira Corbett]

Thanks, tonight more than anything I needed to hear that.

[Relic]

You're welcome.